confessions

2009-04-11T22:45:00.008+08:00

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Hanya cintamu yang terbaik untukku

Biar berjauhan namamu daku sebutkan
Cukup untuk mengisi
Sepi tika pilu menanti
Berperang dengan curiga di firasatku
Andai kau kembali merawat hati rindu

Ku bahagia pabila kau tiba
Kau lenyapkan rawan
Tak usah dikau pergi
Tak ingin lagi
Meruntun hiba dengan sesalan
Kini kuakui
Segala kemaafan kupohon kepadamu
Agar kau mengerti
Hanya cintamu yang terbaik untukku
Kau untukku

By:Azharina Azhar

2009-04-11T22:19:00.008+08:00

Life is like a puzzle..
trying it hard fixing the pieces..
but at the end of the day,
the few pieces just seems not to match..

im disappointed in you..
i have nothing else to say..
i will keep my hands off you...
go ahead,do whatever you want..
i will just go with the flow..
dont come and tell me that i have change or whatsoever...
you think & correct yourself..
i had enough of you saying sorry
but keep on doing it again & again...

it all makes sense now..

im a fool to trust,to believe in you..

all i need is REAL truth..

2009-03-25T23:19:00.002+08:00

Finally i have my own
PSP!!

coolness..

2009-03-13T23:45:00.003+08:00

it has always about limitations & savings...
hardly she lets me out,but when im a home she wont let me do the things i want...
she conquers everything..be it the radio,television,telephone...almost everything..
im lucky she knows nothing about computers,if not the computer too she will start conquering..its always her tv shows that she's watching,sometimes she would watch till late night & in the end the television is watching her instead of the other way round..as for me i lived on this computer only & that too i could play for 2HOURS only..thats her limit..but i dont care lah im the one paying the bloody bill..seriously,im tired of staying at home if i cant do this & do that..must follow her orders & everything..i had rather sleep over to my nenek house whereby i can sleep all day long,watch my fav shows & everything except for nenek has no computer but i was free to do anything!!so pathetic..pathetic as ever...i cant take it anymore..she's too much!! ARGH!!

i cant breathe..

please take me away...

2009-03-12T23:06:00.003+08:00

how i wished my love story,
would end up like bella & edward in twilight...
can you do that?

2009-03-12T22:18:00.005+08:00

im paranoid
i cant tolerate this anymore..
your accusations about me

which was never true..
i never controlled you..
i trusted you..
i dont care who you are with
where you go,what time will you be back...
if i could give you the green light,
why cant i deserve the same?
its unfair for me..
i dont know what more you want me to proof?
you know that i love you soo much,
but still you broke my heart..

you left a deep scar within me,

even before it could heal,

you successfully made another scar..

congrats my love..

all i seek is your understanding,your trust
your love,the one i can depend on..
let me my live my life,the way i wanted..

2009-03-12T11:39:00.007+08:00

this song is dedicated for you sham..

2009-03-11T23:22:00.002+08:00

You have done it again..
so well done..
APPLAUSE!

its just aint getting any better..

2009-02-02T22:29:00.003+08:00

guys are ego..

jealousy with no boundaries..

guys do things

without even thinking..

without even doing any investigation..

they just do whatever they like.
they did something wrong

& somebody else will be cleaning up the
mess for them..

i may have guy friends but they are just FRIENDS to me.i may be keeping their numbers but i NEVER contact them because they are just FRIENDS..i have set a barrier between me & guy friends..i will never cross my line.. i know my limits..

i just seek your understanding..

your trust..

your love..

your care & concern..

your sincerity..

that's all i asked for..

I have always loved you more than anything else..i hold on to my promise & i want to fulfil that last promise..the last promise made by your late mother..i have promised her..yes i did..

i hold back my emotions

everytime we argue..

i kept all the things you said within myself..

but today

its just too much..

i cant hold it anymore within me..i need some to talk to..you involve some one & i involve someone back.thank you kak ian for being there for me..i know i can always count on you.your messages just make me cry.. :(

i know its no use brood-ing over the past & the things that is happening now but it sure did leaves a scar..you have promised me umpteen times that you would change & i seriously hope that you would change this time round..change for the better & not the worse please..

i love you..

please do me this favour..

trust me.love me.

dont break my heart like what you always did.

i dont want to keep on forgiving you

but you keep on repeating the mistakes..

i want you to learn from your mistakes

& i will learn mine..

i dont want to lose you..

i miss you.

please trust me.

i love you..

2009-01-30T11:50:00.001+08:00

6 mozzies killed in one night..
finally got them all..

*evil laughs*

2009-01-28T03:01:00.002+08:00

my headache never seem to subside.
or should i rather call it migraine..?
almost a week now..
taken panadol now & then..
but it works for temporary only..
then it will come back..
the pain which i cant bearly endure..
should i get myself admitted?
but that is the last thing in my mind..

2009-01-23T21:45:00.003+08:00

"Don't try and test me cause you will get reaction,

Another drink and I'm ready for action,

I don't know who you think you are,

But making people scared

wont get you very far.."

-Lily Allen

2009-01-03T16:12:00.000+08:00

perfectionist?
like i care,i dont give a damn!

2008-12-27T23:30:00.003+08:00

i became a TWILIGHT fan..

2008-12-20T23:07:00.001+08:00

Thank you for all of the wishes..
appreciate it..
HAPPY 20TH B'DAY
TO ME..

2008-12-08T22:54:00.007+08:00

being cheap is never in my dictionary...
i wouldnt be who i am right now if i were a cheap bitch!
why do these tears come at night?

im tired of being treated this way...